Author: christiangrandmabiker

This weekend we were attempting to get the Christmas tree decorated. We are using an artificial tree and I got it put together a few days ago. The lights are not the favorite part of decorating so they were holding up the progress. While finally attempting to get them on we discovered that some of the lights weren’t working. We were able to fix 1 strand but after many attempts could not fix the other and their addition was put off yet again.

The next morning I was determined to figure them out but after over an hour of working on them, some still wouldn’t light. At that point I decided to just go ahead and put them on anyway and not worry about those that didn’t light. As many as there were that did work it would still be pretty by mixing the strand that worked completely, with the strand that didn’t.

After that aggravation I decided it was time to bundle up and destress on a much needed ride while the sun was still shining. As I was riding along and noticing the Christmas decorations in people’s yards I thought back to the tree lights. Some shine brightly, some are a bit dimmer, and then of course some are not working at all. When they’re plugged in they work together to illuminate the tree beautifully just the same. I realized that we can be compared to those lights. Some days I feel as though my light for Jesus is shining brilliantly, but then there are other days when I sense that my light may have been dull or even burned out. I could let those days get me down and beat myself up because I didn’t do better, or I can apologize and promise Him and myself to try harder the next day. None of us can be a vibrant light 24/7 only He can. Without His power we can’t shine at all, just like the lights need electric power. They have to be plugged into an outlet and we need to be plugged into His word if we are to shine.

Not only does this comparison work with our own personal stories, but it works with others as well. When we see someone who may be struggling to shine, we can join in with them even if we aren’t fully shining and together make the light stronger. Darkness is simply a lack of light and even a tiny little spark can bring brightness. Darkness is also the absence of God which is why I believe light was created before every other creation in Genesis. We get our light from Him and we are to share it with everyone. That doesn’t mean we have to beat them over the head with it or nag about following Him, it means we should live in a way that others can see Him through us in our every day lives and conversations.

If we are to illuminate His love we need to be plugged into His word repeatedly and keep recharging ourselves with God’s spirit. The lights on the tree will not glow when they are unplugged, nor will we.

Matthew 5:16

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

As I mentioned in my last rambling, I still have another one started that’s not yet finished and the time is still not right for that one to be completed. While riding the past several weeks another thought process started so that’s what I’m rambling on this time to share with you.

We live in a world full of expectations. Some of those expectations may be realistic and some may not be. Some of us probably expect too much from ourselves and others while some of us maybe have decided not to expect much at all and that way we won’t be disappointed. Whatever the case may be, we all have some level of expectations based on our own past and current experiences.

Recently when I stopped in to see my mother and father in law while riding, we were discussing how different people do and expect different things and that some of that is based on “quirks ” that we may have. We all have our own little quirks or ways we do things and although we may expect everyone to do things that way, they may not. I can assure you I have plenty of quirks my hubby has to deal with and yet he loves me anyway🤣🤣. It’s important that we understand that what we see as a realistic expectation in our mind is not necessarily the same in someone else’s mind. There are uncertainties associated with those quirks and expectations and we cannot let them consume or define us. Flexibility is key if you are going to live a happy life.

I’ve read many articles, stories, and posts by people, as well as knowing some folks personally, who definitely don’t see it that way; it’s their way or it’s wrong. I’ve seen many who complain that their family member or spouse/mate just doesn’t do enough or contribute enough to satisfy them. My thought is if you’re fortunate enough to have a special someone in your life and/or close family members/friends, then be thankful to have them and don’t worry about whether they do or don’t do as much as you’d like. If we were alone we would have to do it all and have nobody to share anything with, so instead be thankful to have them and appreciate whatever help they do offer. With the state of affairs in our country and world the way it is, maybe they’re doing the best they can and that should be enough. It’s become more acceptable to criticize than to appreciate and to me that is truly sad.

If you listen to or look at anything from the main stream media and social platforms today, within less than a minute you’ll see exactly what I’m saying. Reality is not being presented to the public through either of these routes. We are being “fed” what others choose. I have intentionally not followed all of this mess from them, this past year especially, and I will not.

My expectations come from only one source and He has never changed. As uncertain as things can seem, He has it covered. There were many who thought Jesus too had quirks, but it didn’t alter how He presented Himself nor should it alter us. We were made in His image and He expects us to follow Him, regardless of how others see us or what they tell us we should do.

There is no reason to fear the future as long as we are focused on Him, not the world.

John 8:12
Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

I’ve learned some new things this past year that I may not have learned if had been a “typical” year and for that I am thankful. Staying focused on what can be done to bring more peace to your life when times are uncertain can be so rewarding. We each have the opportunity to choose how we will respond to expectations, others’ quirks, and to the uncertainties of life. We can let it take control of us and cause us fear and anxiety or we can take control of it; choose joy and peace, and learn new things. As we approach Thanksgiving here in the U.S.A, I am thankful for my family and my small circle of true friends and as crazy as it may seem I’m thankful for what this year has taught me. Not all of the lessons have been easy, but they have all played a part in making me who I am. When the world tries to turn your life upside down, take it to the cross, to the only one who can truly make a way when there seems to be none.

I’ve heard the group Leeland sing a song called “Way Maker” and these are some of the words to it:

You are here, moving in our midst, I worship you.

You are here, working in this place, I worship you.

You are way maker, miracle worker, promise keeper, light in the darkness, My God that is who you are.

You are here, touching every heart, I worship you.

You are here, healing every heart, I worship you.

You are here, turning lives around, I worship you.

You are here and you are mending every heart, I worship you.

Even when I don’t see it, you are working.

Even when I don’t feel it, you are working.

You never stop, no you never stop working.

His name is above-

His name is above depression,

His name is above loneliness,

His name is above disease,

His name is above cancer,

His name is above every other name

Yes it is.

That is who you are Jesus.

You are way maker, miracle worker, promise keeper, light in the darkness, My God that is who you are.

I know it’s been a while since I’ve published any ramblings but it’s not because I haven’t been riding or writing. Counting this one, I actually have 3 different blogs started, which has never happened before. I don’t hit the “publish” button until that still small voice says it’s ready soooo they are not all ready.

I’ve had 2 long Sunday rides this month so far, 156 miles and 153 miles and the thoughts on both were mostly the same and are what I’m including here, along with what started out as another of those blogs I mentioned so now I only have 2 going simultaneously. (I had no idea they would combine until I got about half way through this one.)

I’m sure most of us have had wishes and dreams we’ve considered at different times in our lives. Some of those may include other family members/friends and some may just be for ourselves. Some people don’t see a difference between having a wish and having a dream but to me there is a difference. I see a wish as something I’d like to see happen, but it’s something that’s not in my control. I have wishes of things that I think would be fun and or exciting/rewarding but for one reason or another I know they won’t happen. A dream is something I’d like to see happen and I can be an active participant in trying to make it occur.

I currently have a few dreams in mind, things to work towards. I’ve heard people say that sometimes things come “full circle.” That is definitely the case for the dream I’d most like to still see come true. When I was in elementary school I remember having to write a story about something I’d like to do when I grew up. I wrote about having a log cabin on some land in/near the mountains where I could raise chickens for eggs and for meat, a few goats for milk, cows for meat/milk, a couple pigs, a garden, a pond and easy access to multiole places to fish and hunt. Basically a home where I could be pretty self sufficient and no close neighbors. At the time I also wanted horses, but I can do without those now as they would serve no real purpose other than being something else to feed yet not benefit from in a practical sense. I will continue to ride my motorcycle so horse riding isn’t necessary now as I thought it was then.

Living “off grid ” was and still is a dream. My hubby and I have discussed this some in passing but it is truly something I think more and more about in this crazy world. This summer we have been blessed by the produce of our small garden and for the first time I’ve saved many seeds from it for next year’s garden and done some freezing and pickling and most recently started getting persimmons from our trees that God provided. I know there are friends and family who won’t and don’t understand this type of dream but that’s ok, dreams are a personal thing.

Neither of us is big on going on extended vacations, cruises or even on weekend getaways except with each other, so living off grid wouldn’t be a big change. We have had opportunities to have a guys or gals weekend, but that’s just not for us. We both came out of bad relationships with broken promises and that was an agreement we made early on. That agreement has held true since the day we got married except for the few times I was at my parents’ helping with my dad or was at the hospital with one or both of them. This decision is something many don’t understand either, but that’s ok as well. 🙃 Neither of us grew up with parents that did those things and we’re okay with being different from today’s views of what couples can do. It’s a personal decision each couple must make on their own to do what’s best for them.

These past longer rides have shown me some beautiful countryside I’ve never seen even though it’s within an hour or so from home. One particular road I discovered I know I’ll definitely travel again. It was pretty curvy and quiet, mostly wooded on both sides, and had very little traffic. It would be a great choice for off grid living. These rides also led to some great conversations with God! It’s amazing how much clearer my thinking is when I can be totally unplugged from technology of any kind; no radio, tv, phone, or computer-my kind of world. I love music but can definitely do without the rest of it quite easily, except that the computer/internet/phone is needed for work to pay the bills.

We all need a way to unplug in my opinion in order to truly have an intimate relationship with our creator. I’ve thought quite a bit, on these 2 longer rides especially, about promises as well. What got me started on these longer rides partially was a question my father in law recently jokingly asked me before we hugged during an afternoon visit. “Where have you been?” I’m not going to get into the details behind that question but it later got me thinking about where I’ve ridden. Many rides are in the same general areas and his question actually encouraged me to get out more on new destinations/roads.

I’m very thankful that I did that and have been blessed with some fantastic views and sites along the way. The country views have been beautiful, the roads were winding, and in several areas the trees cascaded over the road providing some very appreciated shady spots along the way. I’ve seen some deer in the middle of the day on 3 separate occasions. A large doe was happily eating under an apple tree where recent winds no doubt had knocked some apples to the ground. In another spot I saw a doe dart across the road in front of me and her fawn was frantically running around in circles trying to decide whether to follow or not and thankfully it stayed safely in the grassy area until after I had passed by. The 3rd sighting was a doe and 2 fawns that crossed the road a short distance ahead of me. They were all so beautiful and carefree, the way we all should be.

The media and others have done their best to instill absolute fear in everyone but I will not live in fear! I will live trusting in His word and resting in His peace.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

He has promised us many things and He will not go back on His word, nor will I.

1 Peter 1:24-25
For all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass withereth, and the flower thereof falleth away, but the word of the Lord endureth for ever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.

I’ve made promises to Him and to my hubby that I will not break, for anyone or anything. If a situation arises that could lead to a potential broken promise, I will not waiver. I believe the time is coming when we will have to make a decision on how far we’re willing to go to keep our promise to the Father. Remember, anything you do behind someone’s back, you are doing in front of God. Nothing is hidden from Him, He knows your every thought and action/inaction.

I’m not going to start a political debate here, but for those of us with an election coming up, make sure you educate yourself on the principles of your candidate and vote accordingly as it lines up with God’s word. We cannot vote based on personality issues or whether or not we like someone, we must base it on things that truly matter; freedoms and rights for all including unborn children. You can’t praise God then turn around and support murdering babies and innocent children/adults. Don’t blindly believe media reports, do your own research and get the facts.

I challenge you all to dream big, live life as the gift from God that it is, keep your promises, and stay safe!

Well summer is definitely here! Friday after work I headed out to try to get in a ride before the storms and got caught in a shower. After I got beyond it I figured as hot as it was out I might as well keep riding because my clothes and boots probably wouldn’t take long to dry. That was exactly the case, so I rode on until it started looking like we might get some serious rain then headed for home again. Boy am I glad I did, it was a monster of a storm with strong winds, plenty of rain and some major lightning! I don’t mind riding in a shower but wind and lightning I’ll do without.

Saturday’s heat index was 105 so I figured I’d wait for the sun to go down a bit before I rode. About the time I was going to head out, you guessed it, storms again! This time we even lost power for several hours. Thankfully it was after the worst of the heat of the day was over.

After the storm, I saw the most hummingbirds I’ve seen at one time this year at the feeders. There were at least 5 of them at one time. There was 1 that kept landing on one of the poles, trying to then fly and keep all of the others away, and then landing again. It was amazing to watch how they all reacted and interacted.

As night progressed without power, I had to open the windows for some air flow. As I was doing this the sky was so beautiful with orange, red and yellow mixed into the clouds. Everything suddenly seemed so alive. The normal sounds of the air conditioner, refrigerator, tv, freezer etc. were gone. Now all I heard were crickets and frogs, a few bugs hitting the window, some rain dripping off the roof and the occasional dogs barking; mine and the neighbor’s. Honestly I loved hearing nothing but nature, even though it meant no power or water.

I could see bunnies running around the yard before it was completely dark, then the solar yard decorations took over with their simple beauty. Off in the distance I could hear someone shooting off fireworks and having their own celebration. If it hadn’t been for the storm and losing power, chances are I would have missed all of that!

How many things in our lives would we have missed without the storms we’ve been through? Sure we don’t normally enjoy the storms as we’re going through them, but I truly believe there is always beauty after the storms in some way if we look for it. In Matthew 8 we saw Jesus rebuke the wind and calm the seas. Don’t you know if He can physically do that, He can calm our hearts as well?

Often after the rain there’s a rainbow, after the darkness of night comes the light of day, and after the storm there is calm. No matter what we have been through already, what we’re currently experiencing, and whatever the future may hold, He is there. There will always be beauty after the storms, I firmly believe that and on that note it’s time for a Sunday bike conversation with Him before it’s too hot or storming again.

After I published my last rambling, I went for a longer ride than I’d done since my back issue started and it was unexpectedly enlightening. I tried to head out early enough to hopefully beat the heat but I still had sweat rolling down my back shortly after I started. As I was riding along the country roads this time, rather than the recent main roads I was thinking about the current situation in our country and our world. I’m not much on watching TV or believing most of what I read as far as news is concerned either. It’s not that I don’t care, it’s simply that I know most of it is only what those in control of those outlets want us to hear to push their propaganda. Ultimately God has the final say so I choose to put my trust in Him alone.

Due to an unknown back injury/issue I’ve been unable to ride for several weeks and I’m here to tell you it’s been tough! As you know if you’ve been following my ramblings for long, riding is my sanity, my sanctuary, my quiet time, my most intimate God time. Last week I decided it was time to try to ride even if it was short and I’m so thankful I did. I decided if I was going to hurt it may as well be for a good reason! I’ve ridden a few more times and some riding is definitely better than none. A couple of rides were a little longer than others, but I’m not yet up to the 3 hour rides yet.

The first time I rode, I’d initially gotten my bike out to simply wash it and and add an air cushion seat pad I’d ordered. The more I thought about it though I decided a short ride was definitely in store. What better way to see if the air cushion pad has the right amount of air, right? 😉 I’m so thankful I took the chance and rode.

The corn fields are starting to have that smell of summer to them as the corn is tassling out and it reminded me of going coon hunting with my dad and of shucking bags full of corn for mom to process and freeze for the winter. I saw some beautiful sunflowers in a small garden plot and they brought a smile to my face. There’s just something special to me about their cheery yellow and brown faces I can’t explain and they make me smile every time I see them. In a time when there seems to be negativity and chaos everywhere we look, there is still God’s beauty in our surroundings if we simply choose to look for it.

During the weeks I was not able to ride at all, I still was able to see His beauty in our gardens, watching the bunnies and deer and the birds visiting my little bird sanctuary. One of the most amazing things to me has been watching the hummingbirds. I’ve always enjoyed seeing them and I recently moved their feeders to a location away from where the larger birds eat and also added a feeder that attaches to the window. In the new location(s) I’ve been able to watch them off and on all day from sun up to sun down while I’m working, reading, cooking, painting, and doing dishes. They are truly amazing and beautiful little creatures. As small as they are they’re still able to fly and hover over the feeders whether its sunny, windy, or rainy. Their determination is beyond what many people today seem to possess, something to ponder.

Maybe we need to be more carefree and determined like the birds of the air. As I’ve ridden I’ve watched how gracefully most birds fly through the air and often seem to just glide along without a care in the world. I’ve seen hawks perched on power lines, watching for their next meal most likely, a beautiful bald eagle once just sitting in a field, buzzards feasting on road kill and almost hitting me as they reluctantly flew temporarily away from their feast to avoid being hit, and many smaller birds simply soaring through the air to points unknown. They seemingly all get along and give each other space and respect. They don’t attack each other. I’ve seen little birds chasing larger birds and I’m sure the larger birds could retaliate quite easily if they chose to yet they simply just kept flying, almost as if it was a game to them.

What if people were like that? What if everyone minded our own business, gave each other space, and respected our differences? Most of us have heard the term “bird brain” referring to someone who by definition lacks intelligence or makes stupid decisions. The more I’ve watched the birds, I believe most are way smarter than they’re given credit for and from now on if someone calls me a bird brain I’d take that as a compliment! Birds are far from stupid. Most are monogamous, some just for a season but several of them choose 1 mate for life. They raise their babies and teach them to fly and take care of themselves before letting them go. They’re social and able to communicate through songs and sounds as well as by their actions, such as when males are trying to impress the females during courtship.

Those that migrate may fly thousands of miles, yet return to the exact locations year after year. With Canada geese they work together, fly in v- formation and when the leader gets tired, another goose takes the lead allowing that goose to fall back and rest as the front bird consumes the most energy. They don’t depend on maps or gps or have to stop and ask for directions, they simply know where they’re going. How many of us truly know where we’re going?

God has provided birds with everything they need to survive, do you honestly think He doesn’t do the same for us?

Matthew 6:25-30
Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith?

These 2 words probably invoke many thoughts for all of us, especially in this current/recent world situation. On a couple of recent rides I thought about this quite a bit. What makes us feel safe and secure? The answer to that I’m sure is different for everyone based on your past, your physical and mental health, your age, your personal circumstances, what it is you’re doing at the time, your beliefs and a host of other factors. There’s no simple answer that fits everyone.

As I started out on one ride I was soon surprised by a large snake that was slithering it’s way out onto the road. It’s head was raised up and as soon as it realized I was coming it quickly retreated to the tall grass on the side of the road. To the snake the grass was it’s safe secure place. I’ve seen several turtles of all sizes, including a very large one that appeared to stand about 6 inches or so off the ground, all attempting to cross the road headed for what they hoped would be safe places as well I’m sure. Most of them made it but I’ve seen a few of each that sadly did not.

I started writing this about 3 weeks ago and as I get back to it now it’s interesting to me that the title is even more appropriate today than it was then. I haven’t been able to ride as often as I’d like thanks to the monsoon spring rain we’ve been having, but the times I have been able to ride I’ve ridden for much longer each time than normally and it’s truly been freeing, soothing, enlightening and relaxing. On each of these long rides I truly felt like I was “one” with the bike and that’s not always the case. Some days things can feel a little “off” and other days it’s absolutely amazing.

On my ride last week there were 2 instances where as I approached a stop sign on the country roads I was on there was a bit of hesitation coming up to the stop. At the first one there was a car just sitting there not pulling out even though no traffic was coming. I assumed maybe the driver was using their phone and then when they realized I was behind them waiting to go, they turned and went on their way. The 2nd time was a little bit unnerving, actually more so once I got home and told my hubby about it and he told me about some things he’d read about that were similar and didn’t turn out as well. As I approached the end of this particular road, there was a van not just parked at the stop sign, but it was blocking the entire lane. I figured probably he was coming down the other road and pulled off there maybe to check directions or something. He eventually pulled out slowly and I opted to go the opposite way and watched in my rear view mirror to be sure the van kept going the opposite way which it did.

I ride with protection but certainly hope it’s not something I ever need to use. I always pray before I leave my driveway and His protection for my ride is always a big part of that prayer. He has certainly been with me, I have no doubt, based on the number of miles I’ve ridden and the amount of protection I’ve had in circumstances that could have turned out differently. The bike I now ride has just over 32,000 miles on it which means I’ve put 27,000 on it as well as the miles I put on my previous 2 bikes. I’ve been blessed and safely watched over for sure, and will not allow the occasional “what ifs” to deter me.

These recent longer rides of 2 1/2-3 hours have lead to me seeing beautiful scenery and discovering new roads, often not planned, due to road construction and/or flooding that has occured. In light of the most recent evil sweeping across this nation, it was very refreshing while riding this weekend to see ALL bikers still doing the wave, regradless of race. There are way more good people out there than bad, unfortunately the media prefers to report on and it seems in many cases even encourage the ugliness by feeding into and sensationalizing it.

There is a man who is walking across this great nation with an 11 foot cross he made. This is his 2nd trip across the country, but this time I’m sure is very different. My granddaughters and I saw him as he walked through our little town and he made an impression on my 3 year old granddaughter. The next time I picked her up, a week later, she asked if we could go find “the man with the cross.” He was 71 when he started this trip in March and he expects it will take him 18 months to complete. He actually turned 72 a couple of weeks ago and some of his followers threw him a party along the way. Many who are following him on the FB page set up for him have mentioned their concern for his safety, his response is not to worry just pray for him. I’ve listened to his testimony several times and it really got me thinking on my recent rides.

This man has a past like many that he’s not proud of and that caused him to serve 6 years in prison. He could have given up, been angry with God, refused to change, but he didn’t. He chose instead to listen to God and dedicate his life to serving God, even if it may cost him his life, in his own words. Instead of asking what God has done for him, he asks what he can do for God. He’s not letting COVID or the crazy times we’re in stop him from spreading the Word or hindering his mission in order to build a warehouse that will supply food and emergency items to those in need. So many times I’ve seen videos and read articles about those who feel like God has deserted them and not done anything for them. My view is if we’re still living it’s because God’s not through with us yet and the question should instead be us asking Him “what do you want me to do for you?” Why should he do anything for us if we’re not willing to do things for Him or even ourselves? Security for me is about knowing He’s there for me no matter what. I fail Him daily, yet He’s still watching over me, directing and correcting me along the way, and most of all loving me no matter what.

I have seen so much beauty in the miles I’ve ridden and experienced conversations with Him that I don’t believe I’d have had without those rides. The rushing waters from the recent flooding, the beautiful flowers and shrubs coming to life, the leaves in the fall as they turn colors, along with all of the wildlife I’ve seen are memories I’ll cherish always. Never in a million years would I have believed I would be riding my own bike and feeling such peace and tranquility doing it, that’s God my friends. There is no other explanation. If you’re not in a place where you’re feeling safe and secure I strongly encourage you to truly turn to Him, in every aspect of your life, and just see what can happen.

The world, our nation, and each and every one of us needs Him if we’re ever to be truly safe. Safety and security comes through an inner peace that only He can give. If your heart is not at peace, your mind can’t be either. Inner peace can provide what nothing else can, security in knowing who holds the future and that even when chaos is all around us, He is right there as well.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.

John 16:33
These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.

Isaiah 40:31
But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

Isaiah 44:6
Thus says the Lord, the King of Israel, And his Redeemer, the Lord of hosts: ‘I am the First and I am the Last; Besides Me there is no God.

Phillipians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Proverbs 3:5-6

I am so thankful that riding is not included in the “stay at home” order here like it is in some places. I can’t imagine how riding is a problem, but then common sense doesn’t seem to be in abundance right now sadly. I actually saw several groups ranging from 3-20 bikes/trikes riding this weekend in my travels. This has mentally been a very tough week and riding for me was essential.

The sweet smell of honeysuckle and the fields coming to life as corn begins to pop its way through the soil all are signs of normalcy and proof that life goes on. If we would all just turn off and unplug from the daily barrage of negativity the world would be a happier place. We are only shown and told what they want us to see and hear. Gloom and doom seems to be the goal of many and sadly too many are believing it all. I just saw a report today that a study they did claiming it was being transmitted by people with no symptoms was false. They hadn’t talked to the woman in question and now that they have, she informed them she indeed DID have symptoms.

There are plenty of positive stories of giving, healing, sacrifice, and love out there, but that’s not sensational enough for most to report on.

We have had viruses and plagues and diseases all through history and yet for some reason this one is shutting the world down even though more people die from cancer, diabetes, heart disease, suicide and abortion than this. Yes it’s contagious but so are many other things that nobody even pays attention to any more. The overwhelming majority of those who get it, recover. Just like most other viruses, we are going to have to build an immunity to it in my opinion and that can’t be done if everyone is in lockdown. My faith and trust is in God, not man, and I trust only Him and His word. I refuse to live in fear.

As I was riding on Saturday, a thought kept popping in my head. If given the choice, would I want to live the way we are now for 5 more years or live life life seeing whoever and going wherever I wanted for just 1 more year. I would choose 1 year of quality life over the 5 of this limited life for sure. I would rather experience time with my granddaughters in person, than seeing them on a video chat. I would rather experience life daily, than be sheltered. I want to go to the mountains and hike, the beach to walk and watch the waves and places in between to see the beauty of it all. Making memories that last a lifetime and fully enjoying life is worth more than life as a bystander in my book any day. Watching a video of someone else’s ride doesn’t compare to having that adventure for yourself. Watching someone cook a delicious meal isn’t the same as smelling and tasting it. Life is meant to be experienced. We were not created to just sit on the sidelines and fear what “might” happen. If I feared riding because of what “might ” happen, like when a driver in a truck came way over into my lane because he wasn’t paying attention, I would miss out on so many beautiful sights, smells, personal thoughts and conversations with my creator.

I’ve seen quite a bit of wildlife lately both while riding and while at home enjoying quiet time. The animals and birds are carrying on as they always have. Early in the morning I’ve heard geese honking as they fly over, turkeys gobbling, birds singing their beautiful choruses. I watch the hummingbirds, cardinals, mourning doves, finches, chickadees, woodpecker, and butterflies that are attracted to my little nature sanctuary in our front yard. I’ve witnessed a deer, a fox and multiple bunnies passing through. I’ve also seen horses, donkeys, llamas, cows, pigs, sheep, and goats that are now out in pastures where they are able to run and enjoy the abundance of fresh feed/grass in place of their winter hay. The cows are again starting to wade out into ponds to cool themselves on the really warm days. These are all small glimpses of life being lived, without a care in the world.

I’ve had many “close calls” while riding but it will not stop me from going. I’ve been sick and experienced watching others who are sick go through tough times. I watched my own dad go through so many changes due to the health issues he experienced and was with him when he died coming up on 7 years ago. I wish he hadn’t had to go through it, but I’m thankful I was there all along the way with him and that he did still have a decent quality of life almost until the end. There’s much he wasn’t able to physically do towards the end but he still enjoyed his family, friends and church and loved to share his stories.

I can remember one day when he was still driving and getting around good and he’d come to the house in the morning as he often did to see me and the boys. As he was leaving, we were talking about my nephew who would soon pass from cancer at the young age of 22, while serving in the Air Force, 18 years ago this week. My dad told me then he would trade places with Luke if he could. I think he knew that his quailty of life would continue to become less than it was then, and he would have gladly have given it up for Luke to be able to live. Although Luke’s life was short, I can assure you he lived it to the fullest in those short years until the cancer took hold and wouldn’t allow it. As I’ve said before, I’ll take quality over quantity if given the choice. I lived many years that were not the best quality and I am now trying my best to make the best of the time I do have left with those I love. None of us knows how long we’re here for so why not attempt to make every day count? On that note I’m signing off for now and headed on another ride! I’m sure I’ll have more to share upon my return.

Oh my what a blessing today has been! I actually looked at Google maps before riding today because I decided it was a beautiful day to try some place new and wanted a general idea of different roads and where they would take me. Let me just say it was an incredible journey! I rode on some new country roads that made me think and feel like I was home, where I grew up, 1,000 miles away. Some of the roads were very narrow, curvy, and a bit rough which meant slow driving that allowed time to take in even more scenery. The smells of honeysuckle and cattle farms were plentiful and comforting along with the wonderful aroma of someone’s freshly brewed coffee. So many flowers were ever present from deep red and delicate pink knockout roses and colorful pansies to dainty wild yellow buttercups, dandelions, and some other yellow and purple wildflowers I couldn’t see close enough to identify as I passed them. I saw some beautiful flower gardens and got several new ideas for things I may try myself for some additional landscape/yard beauty projects. To say this weekend has been just what my spirit, heart and mind was in need of is a major understatement. I’m so glad that God knows exactly what we need even when we may not and supplies it.

Philippians 4:19

And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Matthew 6:8

…For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him.

As I got in a Sunday ride I had one of those aha moments. I was just cruising along admiring all of the purple irises that seem to have appeared all of a sudden as well as the azaleas that have been so beautiful for a few weeks and all of a sudden it hit me. We have allowed ourselves to have every aspect of our lives transformed by something we cannot see.

Interesting isn’t it? The entire world has been turned upside down by a virus. We have allowed our rights to slowly be taken away from us in the name of safety. Politicians on both sides and the media seem to thrive on scare tactics. It has separated families, caused financial hardships beyond belief, forced churches and schools to close their doors, and there seems to be no real definite practical solution in sight. We can’t stay at home forever. There will come a time when restrictions will have to be lifted. Businesses will need to reopen, people will have to get back to work, students will go to school and churches will again open their doors.

The question then entered my mind as to why everyone has so easily believed the reports about a virus we cannot see, yet so many refuse to believe in God? We have recently been shown pictures, some of which we now know were lies and not what we were told they were. They were simply tactics used to try to get our attention and convince us to believe everything we’re being told without thinking for ourselves.

On the other hand, we can see His beauty all around us. The beautiful sunrises and sunsets, the birth of a baby, the boundless waves of the ocean that are extremely powerful yet also gentle enough to not break even the most delicate shells. We hear so often about people who are cured of ailments and diseases and there’s no medical explanation for it. The Bible is the only book in history to have survived thousands of years and its contents have not changed. There have been countless stories of fires and tornadoes that have destroyed homes, yet the Bible was salvaged from the rubble, sometimes completely untouched. Is this all just a coincidence? If the politicians and media were “pushing ” it would more people then believe?

I’ve seen and experienced miracles happen and I know they are from God. I don’t need anyone to tell me. Why are some people so easily persuaded on some things that cannot be seen and then so blatantly defiant about others?

If seeing is indeed believing then why don’t more people believe what they see? Denial, disbelief, lack of faith, obsession with negativity, and false teachings are some of the reasons I can think of. We have seen famines, wars, and plagues throughout history, yet we’re still here. God will prevail and His will shall be done. It’s up to us how we react, what we believe, and if we are willing to put our trust in Him and only Him.

Hebrews 13:8

Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

Matthew 10:33

But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in Heaven.

I don’t know about you but I’m putting my faith and trust in Him alone.

In Christ Alone by Stuart Townend

Saturday I chose to ride, I know that’s a shocker right?! It was one of those days where honestly I could have just ridden all day if it was possible. The sun was shining, the winds were calm when I headed out and the sky was amazingly clear and blue. A picture perfect day that wasn’t too hot or too cold. The scenery was absolutely stunning with many different colored azaleas in full bloom, lush green fields, and crystal clear creeks and rivers. I was amused by a lone turkey (hen) that came running out of the tall grass on the side of the road and was running as fast as her legs would carry her across the road in front of me. On my evening ride I saw 2 more turkeys out in a field that was full of tall grass and I could just see their heads lurking over the top of the grass as they were looking my way, probably trying to figure out what the noise was that was disrupting them.

I again found a new country road I’d never been on which eventually in turn took me right back to another road I’d just been on but that was ok too. No matter how many times I ride a particular road, I always seem to notice something new. I saw some bicyclists also enjoying the pretty day and people out working in their gardens and flower beds. As I saw people out working in their yards it made me think of some comments and things I’ve read recently in these crazy days we’re finding ourselves in. The subject I’m referring to is the “essentials” term.

How does someone decide what’s essential? This, like everything in life, is up to interpretation based on each individual’s own preferences and needs. What I consider essential to me may not be essential to you. Riding is essential to me for my mental and spiritual well being and therefore also for my physical well being. There are obvious things we all need that are essential; food, clothing, a roof over our head and as we’ve learned recently definitely toilet paper. 🤣

Purchasing plants, mulch, pine needles and multiple other items may not be essential to some just like bird food, paint, yard tools, and lumber may not be. Stop for a minute and think about it though, what is your outlet when you’re worried, stressed, or maybe just bored? Maybe the person buying those “non-essentials” listed above works in their yard, feeds birds, or works on home improvements to keep their mind and hands busy to deal with their anxiety or depression or to keep from falling back into an addiction they’ve previously conquered. We don’t know the battles anyone else may be facing during this pandemic or any other time either. What if instead of judging what others are and aren’t doing we instead pray for them?

I enjoy working in my yard, mowing, digging in the dirt, and planting flowers and vegetables in addition to riding. Of course when I unknowingly get into stinging nettles that’s not a relaxing time but that’s another story. Again that’s part of who I am having been raised in the country and strongly encouraged to be outside from dawn to dusk. Hubby and I have recently discussed how much more self sufficient we each should be as well as our country should be. There was a time when families grew more of their own food and were more self reliant for the basic necessities and as a country we focused on buying from our neighbors and from within to support our country, not from other countries with cheaper labor and cheaper made products.

As I’ve been riding this past week I’ve been looking specifically for these types of things. Looking at others’ flower gardens, vegetable gardens and pens/fences for chickens, goats, turkeys, pigs, cows etc. If we decide to raise any of these, which we probably will in the near future, that means we’ll be buying supplies to make those fenced in areas and shelters. To us those supplies will be essential. Essential in order to provide for ourselves and not rely on others. It may not necessarily be cheaper to raise your own, but at least you know what it’s been fed and how it’s been handled and processed. Fresh may not always be cheaper but the peace of mind and satisfied feeling of providing for yourself is worth more than money.

I’m seeing more and more home gardens this year while I ride around the countryside. Are there more of them or am I just noticing them more? That I don’t know for sure, but it’s a very welcome and comforting sight.

I have my own thoughts on this whole coronavirus situation but I’m not going to go into all of that, you hear enough of that if you turn on the tv, radio, computer etc. What I do want to stress to you is if you haven’t found that outlet yet to release your anxiety, worry, fear and any other multitude of feelings you may be experiencing now is the perfect time to do it. Ask God to show you ways you can do it while the world is in “stay at home” mode. This situation we find ourselves in can be a turning point in our lives for the better.

Read that book, take that walk, go fishing or riding, start that new hobby or any other number of opportunities out there. Take time for you! This is the perfect time to do some soul searching and seeking to get that inner peace.

I have a daily devotional flip calendar and yesterday’s quote really spoke to me. It was a quote from Billy Graham that said, “Prayer is a two-way conversation with God.”

That is so true and what most of my rides consist of. I pray before I leave my driveway, then I try to listen for what He’s trying to teach me or wants me to share here. I’ve learned over the years, especially in the last 5 since I’ve been riding, that too often my prayers before were not a two way conversation. I was talking to Him, but I wasn’t listening carefully in return. He may not necessarily speak to us in an audible voice, but He does speak to us through songs, sermons, babies, other people, His creatures, storms, and so many other ways. We only have to seek and truly listen. That is essential and a choice we must each make for ourselves.

Jeremiah 29:11-13